fuck I tried looking for my selfie tag to cheer myself up but I went into the me tag on accident and then I just got sad with how depressing 90% of the posts are


Chanel Haute Couture Spring 2014 Details


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The cats name is momotaro

this is pretty much exactly the way I felt when I was hesitant about going in for treatment for depression in the first place so yeah

can’t chicken out. things will only get worse


encourage me

k so early heads up for everyone that knows me I might go to the hospital today for my brain problems

I calmed down from a pretty huge week-long breakdown over night so I’m feeling kind of silly about talking to someone about this but I feel like I should still go through with it because they can do tests and try to figure out if there’s something other than brain chemicals making me feel like garbage more quickly than seeing the doctor once every month

urgh idk just wish me luck

I started randomly drawing tonight and somehow pushed past the big gross ball of anxiety in my stomach

my characters belphiel and yonha

The Heavy - What Makes a Good Man?
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What Makes a Good Man? - The Heavy

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well I got a good sevenish hours before I can go talk to a doctor/counselor

dont really know what to do with myself for that time